Introduction

This book
is a translation of the Dhutanga practices of Venerable Acharn Mun
Bhuridatta, and it was written by Venerable Acharn Maha Boowa Ñanasampanno
Thera, as a companion volume to the “Biography of Venerable Acharn Mun”. The
author of this book, Venerable Acharn Maha Boowa, who is now (1995) already
82 years old, has been ordained for 62 years. He founded Wat Pa Baan Taad 40
years ago and has lived there ever since as the Abbot. He first went to stay
with his teacher, Venerable Acharn Mun, in 1941 and learnt the ways of
practice and meditation from him for 8 years. Much of what he learnt has
been written about in this book so that the reader can get a fair idea of
what hardships and difficulties he had to undergo.
There are already two translations of this book. Only the first of
them has been printed, in serial form, in the “World Fellowship of Buddhists
journal”, but this translation is very incomplete and rather inaccurate.
Whereas the second translation which was done by Venerable Suchard (Abhijato
Bhikkhu) was complete and quite accurate. At first I thought of using this
translation, correcting it and improving the English (which was already
quite good). But then, I had to consider the style of English, the correct
meaning of many of the technical terms and the way to bring out some of the
underlying subtleties of the text. In the end I decided that it was easier
to start over again and do it all in my own words. But in all of this, I
must acknowledge the debt I owe to the translation that was done by
Venerable Suchard.
This book includes many things that may not be easy to understand for
the reader who is not familiar with the theory and practice of Theravada
Buddhism. For this reason the reader may find that for the first reading it
is better to skip over many of the deeper explanations of the Dhamma
teaching, and to go on to the methods and practices of the Acariyas which
are related herein. However, it should be realised that one cannot get a
full and proper understanding of the ways in which these Acariyas practised
without also reading about the underlying reasons for what they did.
In the text, many words in the Pali language are used. But in all
cases a translation is given close by in the text, in footnotes, and in a
few cases in which commonly used words occur, such as “Dhamma”, “Samadhi”,
etc.:, no translation is given. The principle which I have used in using
Pali terms is that, it is better for the reader to not understand rather
than misunderstand a forced translation. But in any case, there is a fairly
good and complete glossary at the back of the book, while some special words
have also been covered more completely in an appendix. In the text I use
both words Acharn and Acariya, both have the same meaning, “Teacher”, but in
Thai the word Acharn is also used as a respectful title for a senior monk.
Normally when referring to a senior monk by name or in place of his name I
have used the word “Acharn”, but if I want to refer to him as a teacher I
have used the correct Pali word “Acariya”.
Finally I must express my thanks and gratitude to the person (who
wishes to remain anonymous), who has typed out the whole book and carried
out two series of corrections and several other things besides, while at the
same time supporting a house and family.
Bhikkhu Paññavaddho
Wat Pa Baan Taad
(1995)
1. Kammatthana

The word “Kammatthana” is a technical term. Although it is given a
special significance in the way of Dhamma as practised by those who are
Dhutanga Bhikkhus. But the true basis of kammatthana is to be found in
everyone — in men, women, those who are ordained and lay people, for it
refers to such things as hair of the head, hair of the body, and the rest.
Some people may not have understood the full meaning of the word
“kammatthana” or “Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhu”. But this book will be
concerned only with the way of practice of Dhutanga Kammatthana as derived
from Venerable Acharn Mun (Bhuridatta Thera). Outside of this I am not well
versed or experienced in other ways of practice, only having a passing
acquaintance with them without ever having had a chance to become familiar
with them. However, concerning those ways in which Venerable Acharn Mun led
his followers I understand them quite well, having seen, heard, and
practised them. But before writing about this, some explanation of the word
kammatthana will be given, for it is the basis of the way of practice of
Kammatthana Bhikkhus and this will serve as a guide to show how it conforms
to the practices which will be described later on.
The word “kammatthana” has been well known among Buddhists for a long
time and the accepted meaning is: “the place of work (or basis of work).”
But the “work” here is a very important work and means the work of
demolishing the world of birth (bhava). Demolishing (future) births, kilesas,
tanha, and the removal and destruction of all avijja from our hearts. All
this is in order that we may be free from dukkha. In other words, free from
birth, old age, pain and death, for these are the bridges that link us to
the round of samsara (vatta), which is never easy for any beings to go
beyond, free. This is the meaning of “work” in this context rather than any
other meaning, such as work as is usually done in the world. The result that
comes from putting this work into practice, even before reaching the final
goal, is happiness in the present and in future lives. Therefore those
Bhikkhus who are interested and who practise these ways of Dhamma are
usually known as Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhus, a title of respect given
with sincerity by fellow Buddhists.
A form of kammatthana which has been very important since the time of
the Buddha, and is taught by the Upajjhaya (Preceptor) at the time of
ordination, consists of five parts of the body: “Kesa — hair of the head;
Loma — hair of the body; Nakha — nails; Danta — teeth; Taco — skin; in both
forward and reverse order.” These are taught so that the one who has been
ordained should grasp them as a method of contemplation, going back and
forth over them, time after time until skill is gained and one of them, or
all five, are known thoroughly. For these five are important parts of the
bodies of all men and women.
But that which is called the “kammatthana”, which is the “supporting
object” (arammana) of any particular citta, is of many kinds, and according
to the texts, which can be consulted by those who are interested, there are
forty such objects. The main reason why there are so many different kinds
of kammatthana is to allow those who are interested in practising to choose
one or more which are suitable to their characters, for the characteristics
of people differ. This is similar to diseases, which are of many kinds and
therefore require different medicines to treat them.
The method is to take up one of those objects and to repeat its name (parikamma–bhavana)
in any bodily position that is suitable or appropriate. For example,
repeating, Kesa… Kesa… Kesa… Kesa…, or Loma… Loma… Loma… Loma…, having
mindfulness to maintain constant control, and not letting the heart wander
elsewhere, while being aware of the particular Dhamma object, the name of
which one is repeating, and not frequently changing about between several
Dhamma objects — which is characteristic of one who is halfhearted and
desultory. One should continue in this way until either truly experiencing
the results or truly knowing that the object does not suit one’s character,
before changing to a new object.
One who truly knows that a particular object suits his character
should take hold of it as the heart’s guide and continue to persevere
without weakening until he experiences the results more and more and goes
forward into the ground of Dhamma where it becomes necessary for him to
change the object of Dhamma — which he will know for himself.
The result that comes from practising with these or any other kinds of
Dhamma that suit one’s character, is an increasing happiness and calm within
the heart which one has never experienced before. This calmness of heart
begins at the lowest level, which is the attainment of calm for only a few
moments. Then it increases to a moderate duration, and finally to a state of
calm for as long as one wants to rest, and to withdraw from it as one
wishes. This last state of calm is both much more subtle, deep and intimate
than the others.
While the citta is calm it can let go of all those emotional
disturbances which normally trouble it in various ways and then there
remains only the “knowing” and “brightness” which are innate qualities of
the heart, as well as happiness which arises from the calm, and accords with
the level of the heart. There is nothing else there, because at this moment
the citta is without any objective support (arammana) and it is its own self
and alone. Even if there are subtle kinds of kilesas within it they do not
show themselves, for it is like still, clear, unclouded water in which any
remaining sediment has settled to the bottom and does not make the water
muddy, so that it is clear and clean and fit to be used for drinking,
washing or anything else.
The heart which is without any objective support is peaceful in itself
and for however long it stays alone it will be happy, wonderful, meaningful
and of great value causing “the owner” to admire it long and much while it
remains in that state. In that it is both meaningful and wonderful it never
becomes insipid even long afterwards. This is because the heart which is
profound and wonderful is already within oneself, so that when it is
cleansed and one goes inside and truly reaches it even for only a moment, it
immediately shows one by direct experience how wonderful it is. But if one
lets it go, letting it slip out of one’s hands, and it deteriorates due to
not truly going back to the method of practice or trying to develop it
further, it will cause one to long for it and to feel very upset that one
cannot get back to that state of the citta. It is probably for this reason,
that at the time of the Buddha, the heart of one of the Savakas developed
and deteriorated up to six times, until he became very disappointed and
sorry because of his longing. But finally he became one of the Savaka
Arahants because exertion and striving acted as a bridge that made the link,
enabling him to penetrate and reach the Deathless (Amata) Dhamma — which is
the realm of happiness. This he did by relying upon the Kammatthana Dhamma
as the way to go forward.
Of the countless Buddhas and Savaka Arahants of each Buddha who have
attained Parinibbana throughout the immeasurable past, including those of
the Lord Buddha, the Samana Gotama and his Savakas who passed on a few
thousand years ago, all of them did so and arose up to the state of Buddha
and the state of Arahant by using one or more of these kammatthanas — such
as the five Kammatthanas. Not even one of them realised Dhamma without a
kammatthana, so one may reasonably claim that kammatthana is the birthplace
of all the Exalted Ones. This is because, before it is possible for the rupa
and nama of a Bhikkhu or a lay person to develop and metamorphose from the
state of an ordinary person (puthujjana) into that of a Noble person (Ariya
puggala) from the lowest to the highest level, he must have a Kammatthana
Dhamma as the device that will “wash him clean”, and the device that will in
various ways, process and alter his thinking and understanding that are the
background of his citta which has the “seeds” of vatta embedded within it,
and will scatter them so that they disperse and disappear entirely. Then it
will alter and become the “Buddha–heart” and an entirely new sphere of heart
arises in complete purity.
Therefore, all of the Buddhas have upheld the kammatthana as a vitally
important and essential Dhamma, and every one of the “World Teachers”
(Sasada) have always praised it highly in the circle of those who followed
their religion right up to the present era. This is also the case in the
religion of our Samana Gotama who upheld the kammatthana as the pattern and
the ancient unchanging tradition to be followed, and he was the first and
the foremost and he became the Lord Buddha because of the forty Kammatthanas,
of which anapanasati is an example. The Lord Buddha also taught these kammatthanas to his followers and they have come down to us in the present
age, and they still act as a bridge, linking beings in the world right up to
Nibbana — and they will continue to do so until the end is reached of the
power of the inherent good characteristics (vasana) of those who follow the
Lord. For these reasons the term “kammatthana” has always been a special
form of Dhamma within the circle of the Sasana, and it will always be so.
Someone who has faith in Buddhism but has not yet cultivated and
practised the way of kammatthana, yet knows something about the hidden
things which are within himself, both good and bad, should not just think
how clever he is in his self-knowledge, even if he can remember everything
which he has read out of the Ti–Pitaka. Because the Ti–Pitaka is only a
balance sheet of the good and evil of those things, or natural phenomena,
which are within oneself and it remains like this until it has been
recognised by a form of practice in which the kammatthana clearly shows up
the way leading to the truth in accordance with the intention of the Lord in
revealing Dhamma and teaching the world.
These forty aspects of kammatthana are the cupboard where the Ti–Pitaka
is kept. They are the means for the destruction of becoming and birth. They
are the tools for destroying the “rotating wheel” (cakka) that leads worldly
beings whirling around through birth and death until they neither know their
old and new lives, nor their old and new dukkha which is all mixed up with
these lives, all of which they cut off completely.
Doing a form of practice which is without any of these Dhammas in any
way, to give support and help to it will not lead to the destruction of the
kilesas and the mass of Dukkha which are within one, nor will it reduce
them, ameliorate them and eradicate them at all. But a practice which has
these Dhammas to give some aid and support to it can certainly destroy the
mass of Dukkha entirely.
For this reason, one who practises for calm and happiness and for
knowing clearly and penetrating into all Dhammas must take hold of these
Kammatthana Dhammas as the life-line of his practice all the way through
from the lowest to the highest level of Dhamma, this being the freedom
(vimutti) of Nibbana. Whoever does the practice to develop virtue in a good
and true manner and by whatever method, when he reaches a truly decisive
situation — in other words, when he is taking a step up from a lower to a
higher ground or level of citta and Dhamma — he will have to turn back and
take up one or other of these Kammatthana Dhammas as the means of going on,
so that he will be able to pass through and go beyond with ease and safety.
Because these Dhammas are where all the Dhamma Truths (Sacca–Dhamma), which
have Path, Fruition and Nibbana as their topmost point, are drawn together.
All these Dhammas are within the sphere of the Buddha Sasana, and all the
Great Teachers (Sasada) of each era have been the first to reveal and teach
them, each in the same manner, after which they were handed down
successively from teacher to pupil.
Those who are still doubtful of the Buddhas, each of whom revealed and
taught Dhamma in the various ages, until we come to the present Great
Teacher who is our Lord Buddha, should practise and investigate by the way
of the Dhamma of kammatthana, which he also demonstrated, proving it truly
by the ways of wisdom until the results arose as he had intended. Then one
will know from the knowledge and experience that arises from one’s own
practice with complete clarity that the Great Teacher and Dhamma are not
different but are one and the same thing. Which accords with the essence of
Dhamma that the Lord revealed in brief, thus: “Whoever sees Dhamma sees the
Tathagata.” The Dhamma in this saying proclaims all the Tathagatas very
clearly and lets us know that the Tathagatas always dwell in Dhamma and are
not dependent on time and place. For even though each of the Buddhas entered
Parinibbana long ago, as understood in the conventions of the world, the
truth in fact is that the Tathagata is just this Dhamma.
All those who have seen Dhamma within the heart with clarity and
certainty have no doubts regarding the Tathagatas at all — and what state
the Tathagatas dwell in. For although the world understands that once they
have entered Nibbana they all disappear into silence and the Great Teacher
is no longer there to teach with metta. The truth is that the Dhamma which
the Lord bestowed and which causes Enlightenment to arise in his followers
is in fact our Great Teacher.
If one has enough interest to want to have the Great Teacher within
one’s heart, it can be there at all times, just as if the Lord Buddha was
still living. It only depends on the extent to which one is wholehearted in
one’s respect and reverence and pays heed to Dhamma which represents the
Lord, and to what extent one rates it as more important than other things.
For even if the Lord were still alive it would be of no help to one at all
if one took no interest in it, and one would still be just as lost as one
was before without gaining anything.
So as not to cause regret and remorse to oneself in the future, and to
bring contentment of heart both in the present and the future, one should
practise and develop oneself by way of the Dhamma that was bestowed on us by
the Lord Buddha as his inheritance and which stands in place of him. The
results will be the same in all respects, as if the Lord Buddha was still
living and there will be no difference in it at all. In other words one will
have Dhamma, which is the Great Teacher in one’s heart constantly at all
times.
The topic of kammatthana, up to this point, has been considered
repeatedly and at length until the reader must be getting tired. So I hope
you will excuse my lack of ability once again which leads me to repeat
myself sometimes. But to some extent I think that this is necessary, for
there might be some who do not yet understand the meaning of kammatthana as
they should and by this means they may be able to understand and to learn
some of the ways of practice. Then, when they feel they would like to do
some practice it will be much easier for them to do so.
From this point on, we will consider the ways of practice that Acharn
Mun led his followers to do, which are still done right up to the present
day. Doing the practice in the way that he taught is quite difficult because
it goes contrary to the ways of the world in bodily actions, speech and
mind. The basis of these practices are the thirteen “Dhutangas” and the
fourteen “khandha–vatta” (duties), which are mostly methods of practice
concerning the physical body from the duties to be done in regard to
visiting guests; right up to the forty kammatthanas, which are the methods
of practice by way of the heart (mind). These are all interrelated with the
various modes of striving.
Those who wholeheartedly take up the life of the Dhutanga Kammatthana
Bhikkhu must put up with things which go against their ingrained habits and
which have been long buried in their bodies and hearts until they have
become (strong) tendencies of character which are very difficult to get rid
of. They must strive to get rid of them without weakening or giving up,
because the manners and ways of those who are ordained are different from
those of lay people in all sorts of ways. For in behaviour, manners,
restraint and watchfulness, they must do things in the customary ways of the
Bhikkhus, which is that of a calm and seemly manner. Therefore the Dhutanga
Bhikkhu should be strict in doing those duties and other practices which he
ought to do, so that he may feel contented and easy in himself and be an
admirable example which gives confidence to others. For the thirteen
Dhutanga observances and the various duties together with all the
kammatthanas, are just methods of Dhamma that straighten out the
characteristic tendency of being obstinate.
Bhikkhus are derived from lay people and those tendencies of character
are bound to be attached to them. If there are no methods of straightening
them out, or applying disciplines then it is probable that they will not go
beyond the stage of receiving ordination (as a Bhikkhu) and will ruin
themselves and also their monasteries and religion. For generally speaking,
the tendencies of character of people are such that they like to torment and
ruin themselves and others in various ways, and this they do continually
without even having to depend on any deliberate intention to do so. This is
due to the formation of habits and their ambition which desires all sorts of
things, which lead them on. Or because they cannot correctly understand a
situation and then jump to conclusions and guess what is right. This opens
the way for them to have dukkha and trouble all the time in all situations
and seldom to experience the ease and comfort of body and happiness of heart
which they desire.
The words, “torment and ruin themselves”, in the above paragraph means
various ways of thinking which are harmful to themselves, although within
themselves they may or may not know that they are wrong (thoughts) and that
they are the fuse which burns leading to damage and destruction for others,
until it reaches the point where they spread out into speech and physical
action — which may be called a case of persecution and destruction of
everything.
Now, we shall go on to describe the ways of practical training of
those Bhikkhus who were living with Venerable Acharn (Mun). After this we
shall write about what happened to some of his followers after they left
Venerable Acharn and went off to practise and to live on their own.
To begin with, those who came to Venerable Acharn Mun’s monastery, for
training and the practice of kammatthana were normally taught by him that
they should make themselves to be diligent and energetic in doing all the
duties and works which a Bhikkhu ought to do. He taught them to be sharp in
hearing and seeing, to be nimble and dextrous in movement, to do things
quickly and not in a tardy, clumsy manner. He taught them to be resourceful
and to use their ingenuity both in external things and internally for the
sake of Dhamma in all sorts of ways, and not to remain idle like a lost
person. In moving here and there they should have mindfulness present and he
taught them to be careful and precise in all circumstances.
In regard to meditation practice Venerable Acharn Mun taught all
methods, starting from the five kammatthana as a basis and going on to
include the other kammatthana depending on what suited the character of each
individual. While listening to his teaching they would also practise samadhi
meditation in themselves and there were some whose citta became calm and
peaceful while they were listening to his teaching and the state of samadhi
arose in them, even though it had never previously been experienced by them
since they had started practising the training. Many Bhikkhus and novices
who went to be trained by Venerable Acharn gained results from samadhi
meditation (bhavana) while sitting and listening to his teaching in various
different ways depending on their individual characteristics, but their
experiences were hardly ever identical.
Receiving the teaching from Venerable Acharn was a good way to lull
the hearts of those who were listening, into both the states of samadhi and
wisdom (pañña) in their various ascending levels. Those who had never
experienced a state of calm began to get calm, but those who had already
experienced some calm increased its depth each time that they listened to
his teaching. Those who already had samadhi as their basis would gradually
increase the firmness of that basis, whereas, for those who had begun to use
wisdom, the teaching was a means of helping to develop their wisdom each
time. Finally, for those who had attained the field of wisdom as their
basis, at the time they were listening to the teaching it was as if
Venerable Acharn helped to clean up the method of mindfulness and wisdom so
that it became wider and deeper every time.
After the teaching the Bhikkhus variously went to practise, each in
his own place and way. As for resting and sleeping, Venerable Acharn did not
lay down any fixed rule or discipline, for he left it up to each one to find
out what suited him best. This was because of the differences in the extent
of each individual’s strengths and weaknesses in regard to their physical
constitution (dhatu–khandha), their ability to put forward effort in
developing themselves and the strength of their resolve towards the various
aspects of Dhamma. Some took time to rest during the night, while others
took a short rest during the day and increased their effort during the
night, lying down and sleeping little, or some nights not sleeping at all
and putting a lot of effort into their practice. Venerable Acharn, therefore
left it to each individual to determine what was convenient for them in
resting, sleeping and making efforts in their practice.
Along the path of progress which Venerable Acharn Mun taught, the five
kammatthana and the thirteen Dhutanga were considered by him as being very
important. In fact they could rightly be called the “life-line” of the Dhutanga Bhikkhus who were his followers.
Whoever came to him for teaching was sure to be taught these
kammatthana and the Dhutanga observances within a very short time. If it was
during the dry season he would probably teach them to go and stay in the
forest under the shade of a tree, saying:
“Those large trees over there are thick with leaves, shady and
peaceful, suitable for the practice of bhavana, the weather is good and the
place is free from the disturbance and confusion of the world. Those hills
are places where your eyes and ears will open in the joy of Dhamma. Over
there are caves and overhanging cliffs, all good places to stay and develop
the practice and search for peace and happiness of heart. In those wild
forests you will be able to get rid of all kinds of laziness and fear. A
lazy or timid person should go and live in such a place for it will help him
to develop effort and diligence and also to overcome his fear so that he
becomes more courageous and bold and relieves the load and pressure on his
heart, which has become too heavy.”
“Over on that hill, in that cave, or under that overhanging cliff the
air is good, it is right for bhavana and the citta can easily become
concentrated and drop into a state of calm. Once the citta has become calm
one will be able to see various strange and mysterious things that are
beyond the ordinary level of perception. On that hill, in that cave, under
that cliff — there are such things out there and anyone who goes to stay
there should be careful and self-controlled. They should not carelessly
think that because there are no other people and things to be seen or heard,
that there is nothing else there. For there are many things which are more
mysterious and subtle than the ordinary citta is able to experience. In fact
there is far more than the material things which we see about us in this
world — but we have no senses which are suitably adapted to display clearly
their existence to us in the way we perceive other things in the world. So
even though they are there, few or many as it may be, it is as though they
did not exist at all.”
“Therefore those who practise should be careful to behave in a proper
and modest manner in every situation and they should at least be calm and
emotionally cool. If on the other hand, they have gone beyond this stage,
all those who have Deva bodies in their different realms and levels of
existence and who live in that region of this world, and elsewhere, will be
glad and full of admiration.”
“This world is not void of all sorts of beings both gross and subtle,
and even in the bodies of human beings and animals there are many kinds of
organisms living in dependence on them; and those who practise to attain
freedom from all conditioned things (sabhava–dhamma) in all three realms
of existence should therefore, neither affirm nor deny things which they
personally know and see, saying that they exist in truth, or that they do
not exist and are not true.”
“Even in ordinary material objects there are both gross and subtle
things and we still cannot know everything about them. Sometimes a person
stumbles into things which can lead to widespread destruction of property
and this characteristic is still there in the nature of a person who likes
being vain and self-opinionated. For while he goes about in his clumsy,
stupid and silly ways with no mindfulness present he can stumble into such
things in the belief that there is nothing there at all. But how is it that
a thing such as that whose existence he refused to believe in at that time
and in that place could cause such destruction? This should be enough to
prove to him what habitual tendencies of carelessness he has. That is, of
course, unless he has no intention to give way or prove anything. In which
case there is no way for him to know the truths which are to be found
everywhere in the world and in Dhamma.”
“On that hill, in that cave, and under that overhanging cliff; I have
stayed and practised there; they are places that capture the heart and free
it from all worry and concern connected with the distractions and
disturbances of the world. If you have it in your heart to seek the “realm”
of freedom from dukkha, you should search for such places in which to stay,
to practise and to put your life and everything into the hands of Dhamma.
Then it will be as though the Great Teacher in person were sitting in front
of you in all situations. Both asleep and awake you will be happy and the
work connected with the heart will progress steadily and not hesitatingly
and desultorily as it does in places that are distracting and disturbing.
The Lord Buddha and all the Savaka Arahants made sacrifices and they made
the sacrifice of giving their lives to Dhamma in such places. But those who
see no harm in the kilesas, tanha, and the round (vatta) of samsara are
engrossed in aimlessly wandering and reserving room in the cemetery of birth
and death. The way that they go about is that of people who have no
destination at the end of the road and they find no pleasure in those places
where the Buddha and the Arahants were glad to stay. Here is a charnel
ground, and over there a wild jungle! Go and live in such places with the
hill and forest people. They are places which in all ways will give you the
incentive to work to cut away at the endless process of going the round of
samsara (vatta) in your heart, making it weaker at every stage of striving.
Those who do such work in a place that is suitable, and with the desire to
get rid of the anxiety of coming to birth and death for many more lives, are
very different from the ordinary run of people in the world. But in an
unsuitable place, even though they walk cankama or sit in meditation for the
same amount of time, the results are likely to be very different. This is
because their attentiveness, the closeness with which mindfulness and wisdom
follow their minds and the general feeling about things in their surrounding
environment are all different; so the results which come from conditions
that are different must also be different.”
“One who practises the way and truly takes the Buddha as his refuge
should recollect the Dhamma that he gave to us far more than the
difficulties and hardships, of which the fear of death is the most
important. Others include such things as, lack of the four requisites, such
as the food which is attained on the almsround; the difficulty experienced
in making the effort to train and discipline the citta which is wild,
uncouth and adventurous, for this is its primordial nature; and the
hardships involved in walking or sitting in meditation over a long stretch
of time, which creates painful feelings that torment both the body and
heart. There are also hardships which are due to the citta refusing to give
way and live within the prescribed boundary which is required; the hardships
of hunger and weakness due to taking little food, because of not eating for
a day or two or fasting for many days accordingly as it suits each
individual’s characteristics, so that the work of heart can develop more
easily; the hardships of living alone, and loneliness with no friends around
nor the teacher who has trained and taught one and shared knowledge and
experience together; the hardship of thinking about home, relatives and
friends who used to give a sense of warmth and comfort; the hardship of
being soaked wet by rain and having to put up with the suffering of having
no shelter against the sun and rain; the hardship of feeling cold and numb
as well as aches and pains which have come from various causes; the hardship
of getting a fever with headache, heat and pain in various parts of the body
and having no medicine or means of looking after oneself; the hardship of
fearing death while living alone in the forests or mountains without anyone
to look after and protect one, and after one has died, nobody to take care
of the corpse which would remain for the crows, vultures, dogs and flies to
fight over and eat. All these kinds of thought are obstacles on the path
toward Nibbana. One must not give way and let them trouble one’s heart, for
they can ruin a person and he will not be able to get through to the good.”
“One should realise straight away that these thoughts are the
substance of the world of causal uprising (samudaya). They are the key
which unlocks dukkha so that it arises and overwhelms the heart until it can
find no way out. One who practises must have the courage and endurance to
put up with the sun, rain, hunger, and the various kinds of suffering and
hardship that arise within the body and heart as well as putting up with the
various aches and pains which come to one, both externally and internally
and which are accepted by everyone as things that all are bound to have in
one way or another.”
“He who practises must train his heart to become firm and strong, to
withstand the force of the storms which are always waiting for a chance to
arise. They generally arise from the heart itself, where they are poised
ready to break in and invade one and disable one’s resolve to work with
effort, so that one becomes weak and ineffectual and one’s previous
strength, resolve and readiness to put up with difficulties steadily
diminishes, until one can no longer progress at all. Finally one comes to a
stop, submerged and groping about in dukkha, as one used to be before one
started out. Day by day one drifts further away from the Great Teacher (Sasada)
and ‘Buddham Saranam Gacchami’ become mere words which any one can
repeat. But the important thing is that the truth of the word ‘Buddham’
becomes steadily more insipid and disappears from one’s heart. This is what
the Lord called ‘one who has given up; defeated by kilesa–mara,’ which means
that he is unable to fight against his own low and baneful thoughts. One who
is defeated by khandha–mara gives way and lets the mass of dukkha in his
sankharas trample on him and destroy him in vain, without his having the
ability to find a way of thinking out how to cure himself by means of
mindfulness and wisdom. For he has enough mindfulness and wisdom with which
he could escape and get himself out of the situation by using the skilful
ways of a warrior to save himself from the abyss.”
“Whatever enemies there may be in the sphere of the world, none of
them have such a subtle and penetrating power as the enemies within the
heart — the kilesas and tanha. These enemies are a very heavy burden for
people who tend to be weak, lazy and not much good at thinking and reasoning
so that whenever anything happens to them they just wait and lose out
without trying to think for themselves of a way of fighting and striving to
get out of it.”
“This is the type of character which the kilesa–mara delight in and
whoever wants to be their favourite should train themselves in this way and
accumulate such characteristics so as to become their most favoured servant,
the kind who never emerges and lifts his face up to see the light of the
meaning of Dhamma — that which can lead them to final freedom from dukkha.
Under whatever conditions they are born in the future they will then submit
their hearts to the kilesas — their hearts which are worthy as an offering
to the very highest — but the kilesas are the ones that always have the
power of command over Dhamma in their hearts. When one thinks about this, it
is very sad to see even Bhikkhus who are of the type that practise the way,
giving in to such vile influences without using any mindfulness and wisdom
to pull themselves up a bit. Enough at least to breathe and live with the
peace of Dhamma as should be the case with those who practise the way, going
into the hills and caves, carrying the ‘klod’ and bowl, to practise and
develop their bhavana. But you who have come here to train and practise in
this way, are you then going to give way to the kilesas and tanha and let
them walk all over you and destroy you and then chant the funeral ceremony
for you as they feel like it? If so, then the teacher’s heart will break and
he will surely die before his pupils do.”
In talking about Venerable Acharn Mun’s methods of teaching, it is
difficult to catch and display his characteristic ways, for they were the
methods of a sage who was clever and penetrating and who lived in this
present age. So I feel sorry how in writing “The Biography of Venerable
Acharn Mun” and also in this book of the “Dhutanga Practice in the Line of
Venerable Acharn”, I do not have a good enough memory, nor enough ability to
conform to his greatness. So I am unable to dig down and find the real
essence of his words and Dhamma which matters most in his teaching, so as to
present it for you to read, in a way that is fully satisfying and is also
appropriate to Venerable Acharn, who deserved to be called “one who is
replete in Dhamma” — which is my opinion. But if I am wrong I apologise.
In teaching the Bhikkhus, Venerable Acharn laid great stress on the
Dhutanga observances and he laid special emphasis on that of living in
secluded places such as the forests, hills, caves and overhanging cliffs. It
seemed to me that he constantly stressed this group of Dhutangas almost
every time that he taught us. If he did not mention these places at the
beginning of his talk, he would do so in a summary at the end. This was
consistent with one who practised the way and liked to live in the forests
and hills throughout his life and whose ordination was genuine and true.
His teaching rarely, if ever, let the essence of Dhamma become
separated from the Dhutanga practices. As soon as he had finished leading
the Bhikkhus on a tour to admire the forests, the hills, the caves and
overhanging cliffs, which are delightful places, he would take them (in his
talk) to the village on the pindapata round for various Dhamma lessons. He
would teach them the way the robes should be worn and how they should behave
in a proper, restrained manner. Not looking here, there and all over the
place which is the manner of someone who has no mindfulness present, but
looking in a self-controlled manner, quiet, modest and with mindfulness
present in every move that they make. Meanwhile their hearts should ponder
whatever Dhamma it has been their habit to practise and develop. Pindpata
is always considered to be a very important duty for the Dhutanga Bhikkhus
who follow the way of Venerable Acharn Mun and they should never miss it,
except only when they do not eat food, in which case it is not necessary to
go. He taught that when going on pindapata they should make an effort to
work internally without letting up, both while going out and returning to
the place where they are staying, and while they are arranging their food,
putting it into the bowl and eating it with the hand. Also how, before
eating, they should examine reflectively, using the repetition of the
“patisankha yoniso” as the basis, with whatever skill each one has in
accordance with the basic level of his mindfulness and wisdom. This should
be done for at least one minute before beginning to eat in a modest,
reserved manner while being mindful both of oneself and the bowl. The food
which is in the bowl is of many kinds and it appears in various forms,
characteristics and colours. When it is all together in the bowl, what does
one feel about it? One should wait and watch for the deceitful trickery of
the heart displaying itself in various ways while eating. Set your
mindfulness and wisdom to wait and watch and to check both the hunger that
may be produced in an unnatural way, which is the work of tanha (fiery eyes
and a monkey mind), and also the tricks of the mind which may think how if
the food is mixed together in various ways its taste will be altered
accordingly. By contemplating in this way the mind becomes revolted,
disgusted and disinterested and has no desire to eat, for it goes
against the natural inclinations of one who does this practice to correct
himself in all ways and to get rid of all impurities in his heart.
The method of investigation or contemplation which each individual
uses depends on where the skill of each one lies. It may be in contemplating
loathsomeness or in contemplating the elements, or any other way which
reduces and gets rid of the kilesas, tanha and self-forgetfulness. These are
all correct and proper ways for each individual to practise variously as it
suits his skill and ability while taking food. While eating one should make
one’s task be that of having mindfulness present in every process, by
watching the interaction between the citta and the food which is taken and
contacts the sensitive taste organs and body (dhatu–khandha) generally while
chewing and swallowing it.
One must not let the citta get out of hand and become obsessed with
the tastes of various kinds of food — which is self-forgetfulness. For there
is one kind of hunger that is due to the physical reaction of the body
getting weak and wanting something to cure it, and there is also another
kind that is due to the overruling power of craving (tanha) — the agitation
of the heart looking for pleasure. The former is considered to be a normal
state of the khandhas and even the Arahant can have it, like everyone else.
But one must always be cautious and watchful of the latter kind and keep it
under control, for if one is unconcerned and disinterested and lets it go
its own way without restraint, it will lead one to ruin. Because it is the
kind of desire which is under the controlling power of craving which floods
everything, everywhere, and is never satisfied.
One who practises the way must have constant mindfulness and wisdom
close to the heart to watch over this process of taking food every time he
does so, so that his heart will be able to get used to examining and
guarding himself in various situations while standing, walking, sitting,
lying down, eating and all others, including the various activities around
the monastery such as sweeping the ground. These are duties that the monks
should do without letting go of their mindfulness and wisdom which are
factors of their Dhamma work. For without them in the heart, in whatever
they do they become mere performing puppets for whom their work has no
meaning — for they have no awareness of themselves.
After the meal the bowl should be washed, wiped dry and if the sun is
out, it should be put in the sun for a short while before putting it away in
its right place. After that they turn to other things such as the walking
meditation, sitting in samadhi bhavana or other kinds of work. After eating
it is usually better to work at the walking meditation rather than sitting,
because the activity gets rid of drowsiness better than other methods. But
any day that one goes without food one will be able to sit and practise
meditation at any time and in any posture without much likelihood of being
troubled by drowsiness.
Therefore, those who are suited to this way of practice, often like to
fast. Sometimes they fast for a few days, sometimes for many, sometimes for
two or three days, up to nineteen or twenty days, or a whole month and in
some cases taking no food at all except water. Although after fasting for
several days in most cases they will take a food drink such as Ovaltine (if
it is available), which is enough to relieve physical weakness. They do not
take it every day, but only on those days when they feel very tired and
weak.
In the days when Venerable Acharn Mun was a teacher, there was no
question of milk, Ovaltine, white sugar, cocoa, coffee, or anything of this
sort. One could not even find any pictures of such things to gaze at when
one felt hungry — although looking at them could hardly cure one’s hunger.
It was very different from the present day, for now there is an abundance of
everything until it has become a case of opulence more than of starvation
and lack. It is probably for this reason that we Dhutanga Kammatthana
Bhikkhus find it very difficult to follow the way of Venerable Acharn Mun
and complain out loud that the citta does not become concentrated and calm
and it is very troublesome. It is like this all the time and almost
everywhere, but truly, how can it be expected to get calm (and here you must
excuse me if I put down the truth of the matter); for in the morning they go
on the alms round and they return with the bowl filled with sweet and
savoury foods, and sometimes carrying an extra food container, and when they
arrive at the assembly hall the food carriers are put down in rows. But
there is no way you can avoid accepting it — for it is only given out of
faith by people who have the purpose of making merit by doing good acts and
who have made an effort to come from all sorts of places, both far and near
in order to share in the merit from the Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhus with
smiles and happy expressions. However much they give they are not afraid of
having nothing left, because the power of faith leads them on to better
themselves.
Up to this point it is troublesome enough, but then at midday, or in
the afternoon and evening, there is ice, orange juice, soft drinks, cocoa,
coffee, sugar cane juice, sugar, lots of everything coming until there is no
way of consuming it and one just gives up — inundated!
Such Dhutanga Bhikkhus are therefore very rich but their meditation
practice is not good. They are sluggish and tired, like a heavily laden ship
just waiting and admiring the water without yet having left port. Therefore
those who aim for the “shore” of Nibbana are very careful, watchful and
strict with themselves and are not thinking only of their mouths and
stomachs, nor how difficult and hard it is, for they strive and persevere
and fight against the obstacles which bar the way. They are not careless
with things, nor with the food, the requisites for monks and other things
which they are given. For even if there is much they take only a little,
knowing what is the right amount.
It is much the same with those who give up lying down, who reduce the
amount of food they take or those who go on fast, for they are all methods
of leading them to calm and happiness of heart. For those who find that
fasting suits them, however long they go on fasting their hearts become
increasingly calm and clear and their leve steadily goes up and becomes
more subtle. Calm is then attained much more quickly and easily than usual,
and when they withdraw from it to think and research by way of wisdom their
hearts will be skilful, agile and daring and whatever they investigate they
can penetrate throughout just as the heart wishes. As for hunger and
tiredness, instead of being a trouble and torment to the body and mind, it
becomes a smooth and pleasant way for them to progress each time that they
reduce the amount of food they take or go on fast.
Those whose natures are suited to this way will always try to strive
and do the practice by fasting, and contentment with few things, in the
foregoing way, even while they are in the midst of an abundance of the four
requisites. Because they look on it as just that which is enough to sustain
life from day to day, whereas the essential thing is the Dhamma in the
heart. This they hold on to in a resolute unwavering manner, with their
lives as the guarantee that they would never consent to backslide or let go
of it. For those who practise and who are prepared to die for the essential
meaning and Dhamma which truly leads to the Path, Fruition and Nibbana,
everywhere is suitable for doing the work of bhavana. This is their aim and
they are not concerned about whatever sufferings and difficulties there may
be. If they are deficient or lacking in anything they submit their hearts to
Dhamma, which is the way that frees them from all Dukkha entirely, and has
nothing secreted in it that could turn it into falsehood. Thus, whether they
are walking, standing, sitting or lying down, they work all the time as if
they were in the presence of the Lord Buddha, the Dhamma and the Sangha in
all situations, excepting only when they sleep. But with this one exception
they spend the whole of their time in gaining freedom from the kilesas —
those things which bind up and entangle them in various ways. They purge
their hearts of these kilesas without giving up or losing heart — as if they
were about to destroy the kilesas and get rid of them from their hearts at
that moment leaving none remaining to cause them any more trouble.
Those whose tendencies of character are suited to this method, will
practise this way with urgency and no slackening or weakening of effort
which could let some kilesas, amongst those that have already been got rid
of return, take heart and laugh in ridicule and brighten with power over the
heart once again. As for the kilesas which still remain, these Bhikkhus
strive to go on fighting against them until they reach the state of victory.
Those whose tendencies are suited to a particular way and who have
wholeheartedly set themselves to reach the goal of Dhamma are most likely to
strengthen their efforts in the foregoing way. For instance, those who find
reducing the amount of food they take to be the right way for their
character will always try to use this in association with their way of
practice and they are not likely to give up this method the whole way
through until they reach the end of the path or until they reach a state in
which the body becomes weak. In which case they may ease up and take more
food as the situation demands and then later on reduce it as they did
before, alternating in this way to suit circumstances.
Those who find that doing a lot of the walking meditation suits their
nature, will always try to work in the mode of walking rather than any other
bodily attitude. Even though they may change in between times to other
attitudes, it will be just for a physical change of posture, after which
they will revert back to walking which they have found to give more results
than other ways.
Those who find that frequently sitting in practice suits them better
than other ways will try to work in this way more than others, only adopting
other bodily attitudes for a temporary change of posture. It is similar for
those who find that much standing or lying down suits them, they mostly use
those methods, all of which depend on the skill of each individual. Even the
place in which they work must also suit their individual temperaments
differently, for some like and gain heart from wide open spaces and a good
climate such as being out in the open in the evening or the middle of the
night. Others gain heart from living in caves, on hill tops or mountain
slopes, in open forest or by a pond or other bodies of water, but that from
which they gain heart best differs from person to person. In any case, those
who practise the way and who aim for self-development will know their own
temperaments quite well and will always try to work in whatever posture and
place that they find to be suited to the nature of their own hearts.
Venerable Acharn Mun taught all his followers how to practise the way,
both inwardly and externally in precise detail. He taught every aspect of
Dhamma at all levels and all the practical methods of applying it, in a
manner which was well reasoned, most impressive and heart reaching. Those
who had received enough training from him and who wished to increase their
efforts on their own would respectfully take leave of him and go out to find
a place that was secluded and peaceful. Each would choose a district which
suited his temperament and then find a place to stay. In other words, those
who liked staying in hilly country, for example, would make for such a
district and find a suitable place to stay and practise which was to their
liking. But it is most important that there should be water available for
washing, drinking and other uses and this must not be lacking, for one can
fast and go without food for several days at a time, but one cannot go
without water; and water, unlike food, does not load down the body so that
it becomes an enemy to the heart’s work. So there is no need to give up
taking water which would only cause unnecessary hardship for water is most
essential to the existence of the body.
Therefore, the search for a suitable place to work must take into
account whether water is available as a prime consideration. Even if one
must obtain it from a source as far as one kilometre away, it is still
satisfactory, for it is not very difficult to carry it that far. As for the
almsround, if there is a village of more than about four houses it is quite
enough for a single Dhutanga Bhikkhu. This is not really a problem because a
Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhu is not concerned normally whether the food is
sweet or savoury or whatever else. For whatever he gets on pindapata he is
satisfied with, even if it is only plain rice with nothing else for days.
Because at times he has fasted and at times had plenty until he has become
used to it.
This may sound like boasting, but it is true and accords with what is
experienced daily by those living the way of kammatthana. I also have
experienced and grown accustomed to this way of life, but I never found any
revulsion for it arising in me. Sometimes there is reason to speak in a
boastful way to one’s followers about one’s poverty and lack of things even
though people in the world tend to feel ashamed of such a state. People
generally dislike talking about their own or their family’s poverty and lack
of things for it is considered to be very shameful. But amongst Kammatthana
Bhikkhus one can boast about it without fear that anyone is going to laugh
at you.
I can write about this without any feeling of shame because the
Kammatthana Bhikkhu’s way of life has been a life of poverty and paucity
since the time of the teacher who started the lineage. It was Venerable
Acharn Mun who founded the present lineage by going this way himself to
start with. Then it was taken up by his followers and by their followers who
tend to practise the way of abstention and hardship.
Being ready to accept some hunger patiently and willingly comes from
the work of developing the heart, and the heart is found to be much more at
ease than when one takes food in the usual way. The body and heart are then
far less sluggish and inert — for those are the characteristics of laziness
which is all embracing and which leaves one with no desire to do any work on
the way of the heart in any direction. The end result of this is to let the
heart go its own way — eating plenty under the influence of craving (tanha)
which is in command. On such a day one neither wants to see or think about
the place for doing the walking practice, for one just wants to lay down
with one’s head close to the pillow — and if one lies down all day, this is
just what the “big boss” wants. To persist in writing a lot is to advertise
oneself a lot as being a Kammatthana Bhikkhu of special importance on that
subject — so it is best to stop at this point.
When one thinks about it, the hearts of Kammatthana Bhikkhus, of other
people and of ourselves are probably very similar. The more we are allowed
to go according to our desires the more we like it and have fun thinking
about all sorts of things without end and without taking note of any facts
or science or text books at all. The whole story is the story of hell and we
are satisfied to open and read this story by day and night, all the time
without ever getting bored or satiated with it. As if that was not
sufficient, we are even bold enough to grab the power to take hell as our
playground where we can have fun and laughter without any concern or fear of
the Lord of Hell. This is what can happen when the kilesas take charge of
the heart.
The Kammatthana Bhikkhu uses various ways to discipline his audacious
heart; sometimes by going on fast, or by abstaining from lying down, by
going up into the hills, staying in a cave or under overhanging cliffs, and
sometimes he sits in samadhi to discipline his desire to indulge in thinking
and imagining. He must use whatever method he can to discipline his heart
and overcome its obstinate refusal to give way; enough so that he can relax
and live contentedly from day to day. Generally speaking, until they have
attained a higher level of the citta which brings constant satisfaction to
them, they will probably train it in the way that has been described above.
In particular, I have seen Venerable Acharn Mun recommend to those who
followed him to go and practise in this way. When they left him these
Bhikkhus would then go up into the hills or into a cave for the purpose of
training the heart in the ways which I have described here.
Some nights they didn’t lie down to sleep and rest the body at all
because the citta liked to go wandering and they had to work at samadhi
bhavana so as to tie it down. But when they went up into the hills they were
also bound to rely on those things which arouse fear to help them subdue and
discipline the citta — such as tigers! Animals such as this are considered
to be very effective in disciplining the citta of the Kammatthana Bhikkhu.
As soon as he hears only one roar on the side of that hill over there the
heart gets ready to submit and stay close by, not daring to display any of
its playful fantasies as it usually does.
Sometimes the roar of this great teacher who is so strong and
powerful, breaks out close by. Then it seems as if one forgets to breathe
and immediately one forgets the theme of the kilesas which have been
indulging in wild fantasies with abandoned playfulness. They all disappear
entirely and all that remains is fear and a shivering body. Sometimes,
because of the intense fear, it seems as if one’s breath really does stop
and although the weather is cold, the body gets hot and soaked with sweat.
This is most appropriate for a citta which is so bold and stubborn and which
does not want to listen to the sound of Dhamma and its meaning and which
refuses to be taught. But now, all at once the citta is ready to believe in
the Buddha and to submit to the extent of entrusting one’s life into the
hands of the Lord immediately. One is not then likely to go on thinking
about the tigers any more, because to force oneself to think at all would
increase the fear so much that one could go mad.
The fear of going mad and the fear of death are very powerful
influences which then force one to turn the mind to “Buddho” “Buddho”,
internally; and having done this for a long time, the word “Buddho” and the
heart can become infused together as one. From then on, the heart starts to
become quiet and still until there remains only the one state of knowing and
nothing else. All fear disappears, as though it had been plucked off and
thrown away, and in place of it, courage and boldness arise without any
thought of fear or of anything in the whole universe.
Then, the citta sees in a heartfelt way how baneful a thing is this
fear of tigers and also how great is the value of the Lord Buddha, the
Dhamma and the Sangha. The heart is then stable, no longer wavering,
vacillating and going back and forth in association with any objects which
tend to arouse an emotional response (arammana). What remains is a calm
happy state and a heart which is full of courage and firm strength so that
the citta can change round completely and become an intimate friend of its
enemy — the tiger. In fact one even feels that one would like to jump on its
back and play with it, as with an intimate friend, without thinking whether
it would do one any harm in the way one had thought before when one was so
afraid. It also seems as if the heart can be a friend of all the living
beings in the forest without a thought that any of the animals or any of the
more mysterious things could be bold enough to be a danger to one. In fact
one thinks that the various wild animals truly cannot do any harm to one.
Because the one that would do the harm is the citta (of the animal) which
initiates the thought which leads to action, but now, one’s own citta has
power over them which will tend to weaken their power and the strength of
their will.
Wherever he stays, whether in the forest, in the hills, under an
overhanging cliff, in jungle, on a mountain side or various forest
dwellings, generally speaking the Kammatthana Bhikkhu will look for a place
that arouses fear in order to help him to arouse the effort to do his work
more easily. Wild animals, such as tigers, are very effective in helping him
to arouse effort and therefore he likes them, while at the same time being
very afraid of them. He likes tigers because they help to arouse fear very
quickly. Merely seeing their footprints on a path, in front of a cave or
elsewhere causes the dormant fear which is deep within him to arise
immediately, making for a feeling of insecurity and uncertainty in the place
where he is staying. Then, whatever he is doing, the whole time he feels as
if they are about to visit him, so his heart remains in a state of
watchfulness. As soon as the state of watchfulness has arisen, the state of
diligent striving is already within him. Because, when he is afraid, his
heart must turn and recollect Dhamma as his refuge, or use whatever opposes
and limits that fear at the same time as it arises. However long he goes on
recalling Dhamma, he will be doing work which increases the strength of his
mindfulness, wisdom and diligence in all ways.
Therefore, whether they like tigers or fear them, for those who have
the intention to gain the teaching of Dhamma from them, both are things
which support and promote this purpose. So they immediately gain strength of
heart from them whenever they are present — even though one would hardly
think that such a thing was possible, but the fact of the matter is that
many Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhus have gained results in this way. All of
this is due to the courage that comes from renunciation. If one is going to
die, then so be it, for at that moment of time one has no regrets about
one’s life.
When we are truly up against it with no way out and we cannot find any
other refuge, we must try and think of how to help ourselves. Dhamma is by
nature the most valuable and productive refuge and when we submit to it and
it enters our hearts as the refuge of the heart, then at any time when we
are in the greatest need of a refuge the Dhamma gives results which show
themselves to us, immediately right before our eyes and in the heart, which
gives us no room for doubt whatsoever.
Even though those who have never done this nor experienced anything of
this sort may doubt it and say that it is impossible yet someone who has
himself done it has the experience of it clearly and obviously evident to
himself, even though others may neither agree nor accept it. Which of them
is right is for the critics to decide. But the one who has experienced these
things with his own heart is not likely to criticise them.
This is what really matters, for those things which one has clearly
experienced for oneself are beyond question to oneself — such as the
experience of Dhamma of the Lord Buddha to a greater or lesser extent. For
the Lord and the Savakas there is no question of doubt anywhere in any of
its aspects, but for someone who has not yet had any experience to confirm
it there is no way to avoid some doubts arising. Thus for example, the
Dhamma teachings that: “The Noble Truths are true things, good and evil are
true things, the heavens and hells truly exist, and Nibbana is true”. In the
special case of the Lord and the Savakas, they have no doubts because they
have the experience and are enlightened. For others who have no experience,
it is likely that questions, doubts and arguments will arise. But, for those
who have the experience for themselves, all questions cease automatically.
Summarising the above; the whole of the Dhamma which the Lord Buddha
revealed with complete truth has come down both to those who experienced it
as it is, and they have complete faith and submit their lives to Dhamma, and
also to those who neither know, see nor believe and who deny that Dhamma is
truth. Since the time of the Lord, right up to the present, nobody has been
able to display objectively what is the truth of this. Because Dhamma is not
like external objects in the world whose nature can be determined by picking
them up and examining them. For it can only be experienced with
“sanditthiko” (knowing by one’s own direct experience) in accordance with
the natural ability of each person who does the practice and works it out
for himself. Therefore, the results which come from the training and
discipline which each person undertakes are not common property which can be
shared by others who have not worked to find out the truth which is within
the ability of human beings to do, each one for himself.
The Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhu who trains himself by putting his
life at risk should do this as a way to test the truth of both himself and
Dhamma. By doing this he will not exceed the limits of what is taught in the
traditional Buddhist teachings (Sasana–Dhamma). For what has been described
above are the methods by which Dhutanga Kammatthana Bhikkhus have always
tended to train themselves and the practices which are variously seen to be
suited to the characteristics of each one individually. As well as the
corresponding results which thereby come to them. They do not act in a
haphazard way and this is not written in a merely speculative way, for even
I who am writing this have struggled up by the methods which are described
here.
Those who practise and who follow this way have variously progressed
and seen the results of it in accordance with their strength, which are
enough to give proof and confirmation to them that: “The self-training and
discipline by the various methods mentioned here is not worthless, such that
causes are done without any of the promised results coming in response to
them. But they are forms of practice that are full of meaning, or in other
words, the results which one rightly hopes for are those which are accepted
as normal in the field of practice of those whose practice is always
excellent and impeccable.”
Nowadays many people say that the Lord Buddha has gone into final
Enlightenment (Parinibbana) and that the Path, Fruit and Enlightenment have
accordingly been influenced so that they are not able to bring forth their
flower and fruit fully to those who practise the way as: “Dhammanu
Dhammapatipanno” — “those who practise Dhamma in the proper way in
accordance with Dhamma are said by the Lord to be those who give praise to
the Tathagata.”
But such views as this are not to be found in the “well taught” (svakkhata)
Dhamma nor will they ever be part of the Dhamma of the Lord. Because there
is no absolute and sacred power apart from Dhamma, which has been “well
taught”. And Dhamma is that nature which gives equality to all things.
Therefore, those who have faith in Dhamma as their basis do not remain
inactive and careless in striving to search for the attainment of virtue for
themselves. From the first steps right up to the final cessation of dukkha
they work with effort in various ways in accordance with their strength and
the direction in which their abilities lie.
Amongst all the various methods, the Dhutanga Bhikkhu will most likely
search for a way to cure or to restrain the defilements (kilesa) within him
step by step in whatever way he has the most ability. Thus for instance one
who is timid may use the method of taking the tigers as his teacher, to help
him in his training and discipline, by making the effort to go into the
forests and hills which are fearful places and a suitable battleground for
getting rid of the fear in his heart — which is one of the most important
kilesas.
It is normal for the feelings of the citta to change in accordance
with the endless things that it contacts. Thus, living in a village or a
town with many men and women causes it to have feelings of one sort. But
going to live in wild hills and jungles or in lonely places such as a
cremation ground or forests where there are many tigers causes different
kinds of feelings to arise.
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2. Training the Mind

It is
necessary to have many different methods and ways of training and
constraining the citta in order to be competent to deal with the deceptive
tricks of the many different kinds of kilesas which dwell in the citta and
which display themselves in all situations, in different ways according to
type. If one is observant one will see that the citta is the meeting place
of all affairs and this causes one much disturbance so that one can never
have any time to be quiet and relax even for a moment. In general, these
affairs are of a low, unworthy nature, which lay in wait to draw and divert
one’s activities in their direction and they hardly have anything of the
teaching of Dhamma within them which could bring one some calm and peace of
heart.
So one who intends to find out everything that is false and true must
be a person who observes the citta and who trains and disciplines the citta
in various different ways. The Lord Buddha and the Savakas are the most
excellent examples of this to all of us who practise the way, for they liked
to stay in the forest until they became used to it.
In truth, the feelings of all people are likely to be much the same,
for nobody by himself would normally like to go and live in the forests,
hills or lonely places that nobody in the world wants. But the Bhikkhu only
thinks about and does this because he has the purpose of becoming a good and
worthy person with faith and confidence in himself with thoughts and actions
that he sees will be of value to himself and others. Therefore he goes
against his inclinations of heart and does it in the same way that people
everywhere in the world do their work, for in truth, nobody likes to do
things that are difficult both physically and mentally. But they have to do
it because the necessity of it compels them — and so they have to run around
busily, everywhere in the world, instead of just eating, living, sleeping
and lying down which is their natural inclination.
But the difficulty of training the citta is much greater, and those
who have never done it should not try to compare it with the difficulties in
doing other tasks in the world. For if the time comes that one does the work
of training the citta, one may not be able to put up with the difficulty of
it and one may call it “torture” or an imposition. Then one may lose
interest in going on with this work without ever considering the results
which will come from it and how wonderful and miraculous they are.
At this point one may have seen enough of the strength and tenacity of
the kilesas which are the overlords ruling the heart to realise more and
more how much tenacity and resistance they have and how much they oppose and
torment beings in the world. Because training the citta is just the work of
eliminating or driving out the kilesas from the heart. But the one who
drives them out does not want to do so, for the one who has for ages been
the overlord, having power over the hearts of people and other beings, does
not want to go. Because to go and live elsewhere is not so easy as living
over the heart of a person where it gets such affectionate treatment and
lavish care all the time and where it is not likely to go wanting or be hard
up for anything.
If it wants to admire forms, sounds, smells, tastes, feelings and
mental perceptions (arammana) of any kind, the one who is acting as the
servant of the kilesas immediately runs about searching for these things to
gratify them without delay. However much the cost or the credit payment, the
pleasure of it satisfies the craving and the accounts can be left to be
thought about later.
Thinking out and paying the accounts is the work and the duty of the
one who underwrites everything, but the Chief who has the power makes no
complaint and is not the least troubled by this. In such a situation, who
can make his heart so hard and from where can he get the steel resolve to be
able to train the citta with the thought of driving out the kilesas — those
lords who are so eloquent — from the heart?
Therefore training the citta so as to know and see with true
mindfulness and wisdom, that the kilesas are the enemy of the heart is a
difficult training and the most difficult thing to see. In fact one should
call the work of training the citta to torment the kilesas “a life and death
struggle”. This work is not play, nor is it fun like sports on a playing
field, and all of those who are able to know what the kilesas look like,
destroy them so that they die from the heart. This means, such people as
the Lord Buddha and they are therefore special people. If with us ordinary
people there arises the ability to destroy the kilesas so that they die from
the heart, even if we do not become special people like the Lord, we must be
special in the field of all the kilesas. For if the wonder of the ability to
destroy the kilesas and the wonder of the citta which has gone beyond the
power of the kilesas is within any person, such a worthy person is beyond
the world.
Striving, in all its aspects for the purpose of capsizing the “Round
of Samsara” (vatta) which is imposed on the heart is therefore a task which
is full of difficulties and torments in every way. The Kammatthana Bhikkhu
who opposes his natural inclinations and goes to stay in places of hardship
to train himself, such as the wild forests and hills, is thus like someone
living in a prison. Before he can free himself from the shackles of each of
the kilesas he must go to the limit — “make or break”.
Training the citta for the real truth of Dhamma is as difficult as
this. Not only does he live under self-discipline but his mode of eating
food is also a discipline. Because it is also an aspect of the work that he
is doing and one who is anxious to pass through and get free from the jungle
of darkness and obscurity will strive to apply the discipline to develop
virtue in this direction also.
When eating food, even though he may be very hungry and feel like
eating a lot, after he has thought and taken Dhamma into consideration he
will be sure to restrain and resign himself to eating only a little — enough
to provide a balance between the needs of the body and of the citta — and he
will try to make it his constant practice to eat that small amount which
suits his needs.
If he should increase the amounts he takes on some occasions he must
be fully aware of it at the time, not forgetting himself. But by alternating
and taking more at times and less at others, the body and mind can be kept
in balance without becoming too exhausted or getting sick, which would spoil
the work. Thus the citta will at least be in balance and will develop
steadily in accordance with the amount of work which is being done
continually to promote it.
If his ability is enough and his characteristics of perfection (vasana–parami)
are well developed, he can go beyond to what his heart is intent upon.
Because each method of working in the direction of Dhamma aids his
development, so those who find that going on fast is to their liking and
accords with their nature, will try to alternate fasting, eating fully and
eating little for longer or shorter periods as they see fit.
The citta then stirs up effort every time it has an opportunity.
Meanwhile the physical body will be weakened so that his work may go ahead
with facility and so that the citta may steadily go on increasing in
evenness and clarity. Then the way of samadhi will strengthen when the time
is appropriate for it. And the way of wisdom will be active, and depending
on the situation it will alternate with samadhi.
Those Bhikkhus who stay in the forest, in the hills, under an
overhanging cliff or in various other places, and those who reduce their
intake of food, or who fast, all have Dhamma as the firm aim of the citta,
and in their various ways they are all working and striving in the direction
of samadhi bhavana in their various situations and activities. They are also
constantly watchful of the changes of heart that take place in association
with objects that cause emotional reactions (arammana).
When the heart is consistently brought up and looked after in the
right way, it will steadily develop. Then samadhi will develop and become
firm and wisdom will become more skilful and widespread every time it is
used. Things which were never known before become known, never seen before
are seen and never existed before then arise in the heart which is
continually searching for the truth wholeheartedly with complete commitment.
Then the laziness and weakness, the distraction and instability, the
confusion, restlessness, darkness and obscurity which are normally always
present in the ordinary citta gradually fade away day by day, until it can
be seen clearly how much they have disappeared. But in particular, for those
who discipline the heart by means of fear, for those who fast for many days,
depending on their suitability for this practice, and also for those who
discipline themselves by sitting for a long time and investigating the
resulting painful feelings (dukkha–vedana) as the object of attention (arammana),
the results which they get from each of these three methods are unusually
wonderful and far more so than come from other forms of discipline. But they
will be explained later on as the occasion demands.
Here, we will describe the general way in which the Bhikkhus practise.
The way in which they train and discipline their hearts by the foregoing
methods, depends on the technique which each individual thinks out for
himself to train himself and this is different for each person. Some of
them, as well as going to live in fearful forests and hills, also think up
special methods to suit the time, place and circumstances and increase their
effectiveness. Thus for example; in such a place at night, when fear arises
in the citta they may go and walk in another part of the forest, in order to
discipline the fear which was getting stronger, by going and sitting in
samadhi bhavana on a rock on top of a hill or in the open, or by walking
cankama in various places where large tigers pass by, and doing this for a
long time.
At the same time, the citta examines the nature of fear and death, and
it also looks into the nature of tigers, which the citta assumes to be so
frightening, and the nature of oneself by asking in what way the tiger is so
different that one should be so afraid? One must investigate this by
dividing up the different parts and comparing these things which the citta
thinks are so different Thus for example:
“What is it that the tiger has that is frightening? What about its
teeth? I also have teeth. What about its claws? I also have nails. Its hair?
I also have hair. Its head? … Its body? … Its eyes? … Its stripes? I also
have tattoos and birth marks. As for its tail, even the tiger itself is not
afraid of it, so why should I be?”
“As far as the heart of the tiger and my own heart are concerned, they
are both alike — indeed my heart is that of a man, a Bhikkhu, which has a
much higher value. Even though the various parts of the body are not
identically the same, yet the elements of which they are made are the same
and there is not enough difference between the tiger and myself to justify
this fear of each other.”
“The heart of the tiger is the heart of an animal whereas my heart is
the heart of a Bhikkhu with Dhamma in it, so it has value and power far
beyond that of a tiger. Why then should I turn round and lower my value and
status as a Bhikkhu by being afraid of a tiger which is only an animal? Is
this not degrading to one who is a complete Bhikkhu?”
“Furthermore the Sasana has such wonderful excellence throughout the
“three worlds”, but in it there is a Bhikkhu who is timid and frightened,
who is a blemish on it, who stains it and gives it a bad name and who also
degrades it. To degrade the Sasana, which is the priceless treasure of the
“three worlds” by being more concerned for one’s life than for Dhamma is not
right and proper, and if I am to die I would do so in bad spirits and
stupid, without any dignity in myself or in the circle of the Sasana at all.
The Kammatthana Bhikkhu who dies in this way is said to die in the manner of
one who “sells” himself and one who “sells” the Sasana and all those who
practise the way everywhere. This is not dying in the manner of a warrior in
battle who firmly believes in kamma and who courageously faces up to
whatever is about to happen. I am a Kammatthana Bhikkhu in all respects, and
I ought not to die in such a way, but rather in the manner of a warrior,
ending my life in battle with bravery and courage and this will be for the
honour of myself and the Sasana as a symbol for the world to uphold for a
long time.”
“I must think rightly and see clearly the nature of both the tiger and
myself; all the parts of its body and of my own, as well as the fear of
death which penetrates and possesses me inwardly. I must see this quite
clearly with wisdom, not letting this fear inundate me and play with me and
then pass by in vain for this would spoil my standing as a Son of the
Tathagata and as a full Kammatthana Bhikkhu. So whatever happens I must
fight to the end until I see either victory or defeat and life or death
today. Whichever way it goes, whether the side which brings power and honour
to me and credit to the Sasana, or the side which destroys both myself and
the Sasana because of this fear, I shall know tonight — and now I must
contemplate and investigate and go on working it out until it breaks apart.”
While the contemplation and analysis are going on, turning round and
about sorting out the elements, the khandhas, fearlessness and fear and
searching for the underlying principle of truth with meticulous care and a
resolute heart, the heart begins to know and understand from the wisdom
which is continually teaching it all the time without letting up. Until the
heart goes quiet and peaceful and all the previous anxiety disappears,
resulting in a state of calm and happiness. All the emotionally charged
images based on memory (sañña–arammana) which one had formerly believed in,
in various ways then disappear entirely, leaving only calm and happiness of
the citta which appears noble and dignified. The citta then gains faith in
the method of contemplation which is the cause of this state, and it sees
that it truly is the way to get rid of confusion and the tendency to run
about searching for excitement and trouble, and also fear. It also gains
faith in the results which arise at that time, that — “This is a state of
calm and happiness of a strange and unusual kind which I have never
experienced before and I did this contemplation by taking fear as the
motivating cause.”
This is a method which the Bhikkhus use to get rid of fear, until they
see the results of it for themselves. But in the beginning stages of
training in the way of kammatthana they use a preliminary meditation (parikamma–bhavana)
on some aspect of Dhamma such as “Buddho”, when a lot of fear arises, rather
than the method of contemplation. This can result in the attainment of
calm and the dispersal of fear in the same way, but it differs in that one
gains no skilful or clever methods such as one gets from the way of
contemplation.
Some Bhikkhus, when fear arises while they are sitting under the
mosquito net, lift it up and sit without any cover. They put up with the
bites of the gadflies and mosquitoes for nothing else matters but the
resolve to practise their meditation using various methods to defeat the
fear that is there at that time. Until they succeed. Then they stop and
rest.
The citta which gains calm by training and discipline based on fear
seems to gain a deeper more subtle state of calm which lasts much longer
than the calm attained by the usual methods of meditation. While the citta
is in the deepest state of calm, in the above example, it feels as if the
body has completely disappeared, and the contact (samphassa) between the
internal and external fields of sensation (ayatana) ceases until the citta
draws away from this state, after which they start to function again as
normal.
The state of the citta in which the functions of the fields of
sensation cease, closely resembles a state of sleep although it is not the
same thing, for when one sleeps nothing very strange and unusual happens.
But when the citta is completely calm something very strange and unusual
manifests and there is only “knowing” in that state of calm at that time.
The generally accepted results that come from normal sleep are different
from the subtle state of calm-of-the-citta which those who practise get from
their samadhi meditation. Those results always stick in mind and make them
long for this state which is never tasteless or insipid.
It is results such as these that make those who have experienced them
resolute and courageous in their methods of training and discipline which
they apply to themselves on future occasions by following the same pattern
of practice, and they will never give in to fear however strongly it arises.
In fact they will rather take fear as a reminder which prompts them to both
overcome that fear and to grasp victory in order to be the master with
honour and dignity, as they have done so before. This is the reason which
induces them to search for frightening places in which to develop
themselves, and the more frightening a place is, the more are they
determined to go and stay in such a place and do their practice there.
Because, even though the heart is displaying a bold, venturesome spirit,
training it by means of fear until a fearless courage arises quite clearly,
using the methods of mindfulness and wisdom which are competent to deal with
all the tricks within it, is something that is most desirable to them.
When I said that these places are frightening, I mean this in truth
because they are forests where tigers live and like to wander about
searching for food, coming and going all the time. In some places, they
wander about even in broad daylight, but much more so at night when these
areas are their natural hunting ground and they are not afraid of people —
which they are in the daytime. But in general they are just not very
interested in people, but rather in animals, which they look on as their
natural food. So even though they go back and forth round about where a
Bhikkhu is staying, he would hardly know they were there unless they roar or
growl. But it is a natural instinct of man to think of tigers as fierce wild
animals and in those circumstances who could avoid thinking and being afraid
of them. For as soon as he enters such a place a Bhikkhu knows very well
that: “I have entered the Tigers’ jungle!” Under such circumstances who
could be so fearless as to stay there relaxed and at ease as if he was in an
ordinary market place? He is bound to think of them with mistrust and fear
all the time.
The skilled Dhutanga Bhikkhu is very skilled indeed and is worthy of a
lot of respect and faith. When walking cankama and tigers roar in the area
where he is staying, he still keeps on walking as if nothing had happened,
and when later someone questions him about it he answers quite casually with
good reasoning. So that when asked a question such as: “Tigers are fierce
animals which can bite and eat both animals and men and I’ve often heard of
them taking and eating people. How then can you walk cankama in such an
unconcerned manner? Do you have a magic spell so that the tiger can’t open
its mouth to eat people? If so, please teach it to me so that when I go into
the forests and hills I need not fear the tigers and bears coming to eat me.
Then I will be able to do my meditation at ease without fear, for the main
difficulty in going to stay in forests and hills now is just because of
fear. If I don’t need to be afraid because I’ve got a magic spell to keep
the tiger’s mouth shut so it can’t eat people I’ll feel a lot more easy and
comfortable.”
He answers in an unassuming manner, “The tiger was roaring over there
whereas I was walking cankama here. It was several sen (1 sen = 40m) away or
maybe a kilometre and what is the use of being afraid? If it had come to me,
roaring and acting as if it were truly about to jump on me and take me away
to eat, there would be enough cause to be afraid. Wherever I’ve been I’ve
only heard the sound of them roaring in the languages of animals who have
mouths, but I’ve never seen them acting in any way towards me that would
warrant being afraid. As for magic spells, everybody has them if they would
only make use of them, but for people like you, even if you went to learn
such spells from Lady Vessuvana in heaven, as soon as you went into the
forest and just heard the roar of a tiger you would run for your life taking
the magic spells with you. However powerful those spells may be, they would
be carried away by a timid person afraid of death, running so hard that his
robes fall off, and the spells would all be lost and forgotten. Even if I
had any magic spells as a protection I would never think of giving them to
someone like you, for I am afraid that you would take them and ruin them
completely. However good a magic spell might be, if the person is
incompetent, the spell cannot help in any way. Like someone who has a gun
slung over his shoulder in case of danger. But when the time comes he
doesn’t know how to use it, so the gun is of no help to him.”
“Here, we are just talking about tigers and ghosts and you have
already started to get frightened and beginning to shiver. How then could
you have the presence of mind to recall a magic spell to protect yourself?
You would think only of running away which is so shameful that you would
never forget it. I don’t think in the same way as you, for if I did I would
also have to go about learning magic methods and spells to subjugate tigers
and various other animals without having any interest or concern for
overcoming the fear which is an internal danger, so that it may be cured by
various methods. Until finally I would just be an incompetent person without
any self-esteem for the rest of my life.”
When one thinks about it, it makes one ashamed that tigers should be
more powerful than man. For many people are frightened of their power when
they are just lying down or growling in their animal language, or having fun
and playing together. One feels that a good tiger has many times more power
than an incompetent person who wants to learn magic spells from such a
Bhikkhu. But the answer they get should be a valuable lessen to them for a
long time.
Previously the citta of such a Bhikkhu would have been accustomed to
jumping about and running everywhere with bold obstinacy and without any
bounds or limits, but when he has trained it with persistent effort until it
submits and becomes docile and responsive to reason and the ways of Dhamma,
he is not disturbed or frightened by the various things which happen to
people and which they are always liable to meet up with. He can live
anywhere or go anywhere whatever the conditions may be. In the forests and
hills where timid people dare not go, he can live comfortably, and look on
it as a place of refuge where he can relax, recover and develop the true
practices of a Bhikkhu (Samana–Dhamma) in a satisfactory way all the time.
Those who are concerned to become good and developed people should thus take
up the way of doing things of such a Bhikkhu as their own path, although it
is not essential to go and live in the forests or hills like him. But the
methods and means of training oneself in various activities and duties so
that one shall become a good person with firmly established basic principles
within, both in the present and the future, is something which can be taught
and received from others. Otherwise the Lord Buddha would have had no way to
proclaim Dhamma and teach the world, because nobody else has the ability to
practise in the same way as the Lord. But there are those who take up the
principles of Dhamma and then go and practise them as a follower of the Lord
until they become the best of men. They are good people who uphold the
traditions in the circle of Buddhist followers right up to the present day,
and it is generally accepted that there are a very large number of them who
have gained the results from doing the practices which come from the Lord in
the manner of a pupil following a teacher.
The various methods of training and asceticism which each individual
uses to develop his citta are chosen by each one depending on his need and
ability. However, the Dhutanga Bhikkhus in the lineage of Venerable Acharn
Mun have always followed his ways of practice without discarding any of
them, right up to the present time.
Concerning the aforementioned Bhikkhu who found it hard to believe
that the other Bhikkhu could walk cankama and be able to compete with the
sound of tigers roaring, and thus thought that he had a magic spell to lock
up the mouths of the tigers; in fact he genuinely thought like this, because
he was very afraid of the tigers when he heard them roar in the vicinity of
where he was staying, even though they did not come close to him. He
therefore had to ask such a question.
When several Dhutanga Bhikkhus meet and talk Dhamma together on a
suitable occasion, it is very interesting to listen to: for the Dhamma which
comes from the heart and arises from the way of practice; for the asceticism
and the types of ascetic training of the citta in various different ways;
for the courage and fear which arise at various different times, and for the
sufferings and difficulties at those times when the body is pushed to the
limit of endurance. But the most important thing is the Dhamma within. This
means the samadhi and wisdom which each one of them has experienced in his
own way in various places. When they talk together about their experiences,
each one from the ground level of his own citta and Dhamma, it is so
absorbing that one forgets the time and the aches and pains of sitting on
the floor for a long time.
In some cases, but not many, a Bhikkhu talks of his citta dropping
into a state of calm in three distinct stages to attain the full state of
samadhi. Thus in the first stage it becomes mildly calm such that there is a
relaxed well being. In the second stage the calm and well being increase in
a manner that is clearly evident. When it gets to the third and final stage
the body vanishes and it feels as if one has no body. The fields of
sensation (ayatana) also cease to function, and there remains only “knowing”
of a subtle and most wonderful kind which is beyond all description. This is
what they call the full ground of samadhi and it is the type which can form
a firm and stable foundation for the citta. The heart which goes down into a
complete state of calm at a ground level such as this will generally rest
there for several hours before rising out of it. Sometimes it may stay there
for as much as twelve hours. Some may wonder whether the body would not be
very painful and stiff when the citta withdraws from samadhi after sitting
in one posture without any change for many hours. What in fact happens to
the citta and the khandhas is as follows.
When the citta goes into a state of rest and calms down until it
reaches full samadhi as related above, the citta and the body do not react
to any disturbance from anything whatsoever. Then the integration of the
citta and of the physical elements (dhatu) as they exist at that time are
understood to be much more subtle than when one is in deep sleep. This is
so, because, sometimes after sleeping for a long time, when one wakes one
still feels aches and pains in those parts of the body upon which one was
lying. But when the citta withdraws from this type of samadhi, there are no
aches or pains of any sort at all, every part of the body being in its
normal, natural state. This gives one good reason to believe in the truth
about those Bhikkhus who are said to enter into “complete cessation” (Nirodha–samapatti)
for several days. For it is said that, firstly, they can in fact remain in
samadhi for such a long time and secondly, their health and body remain
normal without any weakness or harm from it whatsoever.
Dhamma talk amongst Dhutanga Bhikkhus generally revolves about the
results of the practice which they have done which derives from the level of
attainment that they have experienced, and also about the places where they
have done the practice in various locations. This is the way in which the
truth of their knowing and seeing by way of the heart is passed on to each
other and it gives them all food for thought for a long time.
Their talk never concerns the world of samsara, of business or
politics, of gain or loss, love or hate, of anger, loathing, envy,
vindictiveness, or jealousy, nor are they ever even suggested, for their
only concern is the practice of Dhamma. However long they go on talking,
which depends on what is necessary, it is a means of uplifting the citta of
the listener, so that he “drinks” it in deeply and is permeated with Dhamma
the whole way through.
This is a most excellent occasion which is well described in the
saying of Dhamma: “Kalena Dhammasakaccha etammangalamuttamam” (Talk on
Dhamma at the right time is the highest blessing). Because such talk is
between those who are all practising the way and their aim is knowing what
is true and seeing what is true and promoting truth, and not at all for
boasting about degrees and levels of attainment, nor about how much one
knows and how clever one is. Each one’s citta is poised all the time,
waiting and interested to hear the truth while each of the others is
presenting it. But if any one of them, when talking, is seen to be deficient
or mistaken in any point he is always ready to submit with genuine and
heartfelt respect and to accept correction from one of the others whose
ground of Dhamma is higher. Such talk is a way of checking the knowledge and
understanding and the state of the citta of each other in connection with
the attainment of samadhi and the Path, Fruition and Nibbana (Magga–Phala–Nibbana).
When such Bhikkhus have full confidence in the value and wealth of
practice of each other without feeling any doubts or reservations they can
talk together intimately and reveal to each other all the Dhamma that they
have within them without holding anything back or keeping anything secret.
In this way, those who practise can get to know quite clearly what ground of
Dhamma each of them has attained. This Bhikkhu has such and such a ground of
citta and a ground of Dhamma; that one has a subtle citta; that one has a
high level of wisdom; that one is close to going beyond becoming and birth
whereas this one here has already gone beyond it and is free from all
anxieties and can relax. As for this one here, he is lazy and weak in his
meditation and when he sits in samadhi he just nods his head and sleeps
inwardly. In fact wherever he sits he just sleeps inwardly, for this one is
most skilled at sleeping inwardly. Therefore, amongst those who are Dhutanga
Bhikkhus one should not assume that every one of them is entirely good. I
also once became skilled at sleeping inwardly — but I don’t like to boast
about it.
This Bhikkhu here, his citta is steadily becoming calm; this one is
beginning to develop into samadhi; this one has strange knowledge about
external things such as the Pretas, Ghosts and Devatas. This one likes
practising meditation while sitting down; that one likes practising while
lying down; that one prefers meditating while standing. This one likes to
discipline himself by not lying down; this one by reducing the amount of
food he takes; this one by fasting. This one likes to discipline himself by
going into the forests to look for tigers or bears as a means to help him
overcome fear, by examination and inquiry into it while using the tigers or
bears as the cause of the fear. This one likes to discipline himself by
walking about looking for tigers in the hills at night. This one likes to
receive mysterious guests such as those who have Deva bodies.
But this one here is afraid of ghosts and Pretas as if his parents had
brought him up in a house of such beings and dead bodies about the place to
scare and haunt him all the time, so that after he was ordained he was in
the habit of being afraid of Pretas. This one here has a nature which easily
accepts and believes anything which anyone says and he does not like to
think it over first to see if it is reasonable before accepting it. Whereas
this one here has a lot of opinions and does not readily agree with other
people.
This one has a nature to be clever and every time he likes to examine
and think well about things before accepting them and he does not believe
blindly. When the Acariya teaches them Dhamma, after he has finished his
talk, a Bhikkhu of this kind will probably have various questions in his
heart which he will ask the Acariya and a dialogue then takes place between
them based on reason. The others who were present would thus be enabled to
increase their own knowledge and ability in many ways by hearing this
dialogue; and this is a good method of assisting those who are practising
the way, to develop their mindfulness and wisdom. Such a person is an
ornament to those who accompany him, he gives dignity to the circle of those
who practise the way and he gives a feeling of confidence to the Acariya who
trains and teaches them. Wherever he goes and whatever Bhikkhu he stays
with, everyone feels confident and assured about such a person. When he goes
to stay on his own he endeavours to look after himself properly by using
reason and Dhamma, without doing anything that would lead to deterioration
or loss to his friends and associates who practise Dhamma. When contacting
lay people he acts in a proper and seemly way, never getting too involved
with them, for in the field of Dhutanga Bhikkhus this kind of thing is
always liable to creep in. Although, generally speaking this is not done
intentionally, yet a lack of skill and carefulness of one kind can also
cause loss of virtue of another kind.
Another thing which is always likely to occur in those who practise,
happens when the citta attains samadhi, for then it becomes calm, firm and
is not distracted or upset by the world. The heart then tends to become
unusually eloquent and witty, which can easily cause the one who practises
to forget himself. He may then think that he has become skilled although in
fact he is not. For he only begins to gain some skill if he first tries to
work at the practice without forgetting himself. But those who practise,
generally forget themselves in this way more than any other, because they
have never known such a thing to happen before. For this is the first step
of virtue, calm, happiness of heart and stability of heart which is attained
by those who practise and therefore it makes them excited so that they can
forget themselves.
If then, there is nobody to warn such a person he may become
self-confident in the manner of someone who knows Dhamma, and having the
conceit that: “Dhamma has arisen!” The eloquence can then develop into
giving clever Dhamma talks; and later he may think that he is skilful at
such talks and that Dhamma has developed in his heart. However much he
talks, the Dhamma flows out more and more, as though it were water in flood,
without limitation or restraint until finally he becomes engrossed in
talking and goes on incessantly. Before he realises it many hours have
passed by in talking or giving a discourse on Dhamma, and this happens every
time.
In making contact with people he has no idea of time, whether it is
appropriate to speak, or when to stop, and his discourses have no ending, no
“evam”. However much Dhamma he has in him he digs it out to speak and
discourse to whoever comes to see him until it is all out, without knowing
why they have come. He just shares out Dhamma without any restraint, regrets
or thrift, and even though there is not a lot of Dhamma in his heart he
still likes to spread it about to his hearts content. He keeps spreading it
about without developing it and protecting it by working at the practice,
which would act as a dam to prevent the Dhamma in the heart from flowing
out, but instead he does damage to it by not knowing when he has gone too
far. Even the level of the water in the ocean can drop; and the heart that
is neglected so that no work is done to develop Dhamma in it with little
time being given to it, is bound to go the way of deterioration and to drop
in level. So the citta which “shares itself out” much without also doing any
work on its own development is bound to deteriorate and go lower and lower
all the time until there is nothing left in it at all.
Finally all that remains is distracted thoughts and vexation
throughout his entire mind. If he tries to make it settle it will not
remain still and he cannot lead it into a state of calm as he once used to.
From having been calm and cool, his mind then changes and becomes conceited,
vain, flirtatious, disturbed and gloomy and whether standing, walking,
sitting, lying down, or in any other position it is as if his heart is on
fire and he cannot find any calm and peace. When he cannot find any way of
escape he thinks then of going with the fire, which is the way to make the
situation still worse although he does not realise this. Thus he thinks:
“When there is only vexation, disturbance and disquietude like this all the
time, why should I remain in robes and be a burden on the Sasana? It is
better to give up the robe, for I see no value in going on like this. I must
disrobe so as to get free from the anxiety which comes from emotional
troubles of this kind and thoughts which have not been auspicious all the
time since I became a monk.” But even after giving up the robe, such a
person will not become auspicious by this type of thinking and will still be
lacking in virtue as he was before and useless as he was at first. In saying
that he would lighten the burden on the Sasana when he gives up the robe,
this is not so, for the Sasana will be no lighter, and in fact it will just
be the Sasana upholding the truth as it always has.
Summarising this; the one who is not good is “self”, the one that is
no use is “self” and the heavy-heartedness due to wrong doing of the heart
is “self”. This should teach one that whatever kind of wealth one has, if
one only spends it and disburses it without saving and replenishment it will
diminish and finally vanish. The same is true if the heart is allowed to
drift and go according to its fate, the result will be trouble and vexation
which one must oneself receive everywhere and at all times. Because moral
actions — good and evil — are not the fortune of just anybody, but only of
the one who has done them and he alone is the only one that can receive the
results of them.
The Lord therefore taught that one should be very careful and well
guarded and not abandon oneself to one’s emotional impulses. For when the
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